6/07/2005
8:24 AM
STRESS!!!!
i am now a walking zombi.. dead u can say... very stress.. from saturday... something happened in cafe cartel.. dun wanna say... then on sunday... something happened to my family... can i say the word fuck... ok.. fuck.. i hate him man.... blak.... idiot... useless bum... bloodyhell.... dun wanna think abt u already...
then is monday.. which is ytd... everything seems to go wrong... first.. i forgot to bring my jacket, then call my mummy to bring it to me.. but she said wait.. so i took the keys and wanted to open the door... but the safe heart dropped and made a hell lot of noise... stupid... then i wanna cross the road... there was no cars when i am not crosssing... and when i wanna cross... damn it.. all cars came and made me had to wait... so ok.. i waited.. and when i am arrived at the platform.. the lrt drove off... stupid... erm.. today lots of cursing... so dun mind huh... reached the cck mrt.. then si yan said that she will be late... but dunno y .. i go in.. then suddenly realised that i forgot abt her... so had to get up and wait for her... so much time to waste and so i called up oriantal... to ask if they hire malay... kana shuan like i discriminate them like that.. stupid sia... blak... then hmm... forgot that we had management first then stats... ok.. the lessons were alright... nth much.. erm.. is during the break time... my perfume spilled out.. everything gone... is not the $$ .. anyway it is free... but ... my BAG... drowned by the perfume... stupid... now the perfume smell so stropng... then heard sth.. lex told me he is not going... then followed by felica... so left with herry again... herry took so LONG to get ready... cause is jess bd la.. so nvm... happy birthday galz.. erm.. had to wait for him ... guys nowadays are making gals
wait ... and he is like he got the whole world's people's time to spare... walk also so slow... hey guy...i am only left with 2 hr ok... stupid... so ok.. we went there and he was being interviewed... ok.. then we go to marina square... look for my g2000 top... but there dun have... sian... then wanna go suntec de.. but sure will be late.. so no choice.. had to rush back... in the train--- herry keep blaming me that all was my fault.. damn it la... i already in bad mood then he like that... not sensitive.. or maybe i act as if nth happened...then in lecture... i got no mood to study.. jus sad.. chocolate couldnt make me happy anymore... no amount... still so sad... ok.. then when is end of lecture... i left my wrapping paper at ash side.. and he pomp.. the paper was out of shape.. really feel fuck up man.. so scream at him la.. i am selfish... vent my anger on him.. he got scared.. and wanna return me the $$ .. i shout back to reject the offer... donno la.. real bad mood.. so sry ash.. u are jus shuai... not handsome.. is unlucky.. then sian sian walk out... wei qi told me she dun wanna the make up already.. then wanna cancel... wat sia... damn sian lo... then veri sad... also..to the target of 100 pieces is further away... sain.. then min call me to go watch movie... i havenn done my eoc... but soo long nv meet up le.. and i promised her to watch it with her.. so bo bian...then ying wan and dun wan to go .. make me soo pissed off... watch madagascar... it is at 8 so i went to kranji first.. couldnt find my ideal top... not missing one button then is tread cum out.. if not dun have my size and dirty for the final piece i wanned.. damn sian.. call up ying to help me see g2000 has the top i wan or not.. they eaing long john.. then they called me back to say no.. then no choice... see other colour... but not nice... then called up jean.. she suggested that i go to causeway point de osmose... ok.. so i paid for my bottom and took train to causeway... the movie doesnt help in any sense... if i good moood maybe can luf la... but too bad... so i didnt enjoy myself.. then after movie... rush down to osmose.. the shop was closing... so went in and last min shop la... bought a top.. a bit dirty.. not my ideal top but no choice, no time.. so i bought it... ok.. then go home.. took a shower and wanna do eoc.. but was too tired.. msg kethy to go online.. she is aslp.. and louis made me angry again... so angry la.. then wanna slp... SO... snore... didnt get a real slp.. get frighted up now and then... think too stress .. and today i am here ... still dying .. not dead yet... haiz... later still must face sth that i am scared of.. needles...must go for it in order to go hoilday.. sian.. so .. of all my sian story.. i end here... veri long liao la...
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