9/12/2004
6:38 PM
After attending the motivational class, I wanted to get 9 marks for my L1R5. But the thing is, I don't know where to start. Everything seems lots to do and it like I have no ideas what to do. However, I must learn to stretch. I must get my 9 mark in whatever it takes. This needs a lot of discipline. As u can see I am still in front of the computer. haha...
I realized how important is kindership. I cherish each and everyone around me as much as I can. But today, my younger sister actually said that she had hate me long ago and wish that I had never been born. You may not feel anything but it hurts me a lot. I adore her the most in this family. I had never complaint nor beat her even she bullies me. What have I done to deserve this. Am I really a bad sister?
I began to feel something for a guy. I know I shouldn't say this as it is near o level. But I cant control. I need someone to care for me, someone to ask me how's today, someone for me to hug, someone for me to look out for. I think he can be the someone. I know this is selfish of me, but I am really feeling empty. I feel alone. Can someone hug me tight please.
Writing the bad things out means that I will not think about it again, and I will keep my promise. A better day is waiting for me, so I had to left the bad behind...
you make my life perfect-`