5/17/2005
8:49 AM
2nd try, ok.. i cried.. again.. ytd.. cried myself to slp again.. this cycle is going on again.. dun wan this to happen.. haiz... think i should really give up.. shouldnt bear the thot of liking someone.. .. and yes.. i had already sink down in to .. i donno where... it is too deeep down that i find it impossible to climb up.. .. i shouldnt have fall in love... or i should say shouldnt be liking someone.. but y cant i .. i am a human too.. i need love.. where can i find it.. not sure... i donno where i am now.. where he has lead me to.. i jus donno wat i should do.. snatch him away from her ??? like wat felicia said?? that issnt wat i am surpose to do... liking someone is terrible.. feeling is arrghh... cold, tired, lonely... thats the state i am in now.. give up is the only thing or way i should be doing... .. thats the best i think for him for me too...
you make my life perfect-`