5/18/2005
4:18 PM
wow... finally my hp line is back.. wahahha... hmm.. today was a boring day.. 3 hr of lessons.. and tata.. home... er.. saw him walking into the sch in the morning... he was with another gal.. maybe they meet b4 coming in ba.. haha.. erm donno is he didnt see me or dao lor.. didnt quite look at me.. haiz.. noooot interesting ba he may think.. haha.. he is wearing specs today.. me too.. lol.. nth la say for fun.. haha.. when going home.. jean bluff me that he was outside S.A. .. and as usual .. i believe.. i ask jean.. he too scared of me then he ran in ar.. stupid.. to think i believe ppl so so so easily..
i read his everything.. found out that he like his princess a lot a lot.. haha.. y princess not me...lol.. anyway.. i also found out that my character and his is soooo much alike... so alike until i find it scary to be tger...things alike: shy, sensitive, hide sadness with smile, naive, a taker not giver... still got a lot la.. haiz.. jus like my shadow.. or jus another me.. issnt that scary... for us to be together...
ppl find that we are cute tger, compatiable and such.. ok.. but things still going so slow.. or u can say is a stop for him.. no interest.. i took the first step for everything already.. but he is still not maknig any moves.. so sadded.. but if i keep pestering him .. it may sounds irritating.. and ppl will think that i am despo.. haiz.. so wat should i do?? whose fault??? maybe the problem lies with him.. he has go let go his princess 1st.. or he has too many ppl who wan to woo him.. that he doesnt even gives a **** abt me.. haiz.. nvm la.. think this will be another aimless wait.. i am use to it.. wat can be longer than 4 yrs of waiting.. dun mind the 3 yrs... can someone like me first... y is it everytime me...
you make my life perfect-`