A few months since I last write in le. Haha exam over le... yay... But I am scared that I will have bad result... Everybody say it is easy .. But people say the easier the paper, the difficult it is to score.... haiz... Scared leh... I wan to go uni... I don like jc. But I have to go in order to go U... haiz.. wat should I do? I am also not sure if I can go to the first 3 months... sadded... I wan money... I need $... haiz... No $ to spend... But I cannot work.. Cause I have to study for jc.. haiz.. Fan ar...
Has my heart stop? My love for him had ended? I don love him anymore? I had tried to get close to him... But he wasn't touched... I am tired.. How I hope to be love and not the other way round... I miss him if I don see him... But there is some sort of uneasiness when I see him... wat should I do? Forget him? I think I should... There are still lots of trees in the forest... Although everyone is cutting it down.. wahaha... haiz... I am too tired to think about all this... Think that I should wait for fate to bring someone to me... Hope so...
I did not win jay Chou concert ticket.. haiz.. Sadded... I wan to seat in front and watch him sing... haiz.. Sadded... wishthat next time when he come I can buy the front seat ticket... jie lun jia you o... wo hui zi ci ni de... Muck....
I wan to lose weight.... I do not wan to be call a oil tank anymore... Am I really that fat? I think so too... haiz.. Cant fit into the dress that I wan.. Only to see friend wearing everything so nice... So flawless.. hiaz.. How will I look like if I manage to lose weight? Will I be prettier? I hope so... But things seems to work against me... My mom bought more food when she know I wan to slim down... Sometime I wonder is she scared that I will be thin? But she is so good to me... haiz.. The things that she cook since Monday are things like curry chicken, grill chicken wings. She even bought roti prata for breakfast and today she ordered kuay kcap... Everything is sow fattening... haiz.. When can I manage to lose weight? I wan to be slim... I wan to wear wat I like and not to say no thank you to the sales person... haiz...
Do every people enjoy happy ending? I hope so.. wat will my ending be like? Happy or sad? I don know... haiz.. Let the god decide...